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ʟᴜᴍɪɴᴇ ([personal profile] luminate) wrote2022-08-13 12:48 am

modern au shenanigans!!

[ from here.

zhongli will be happy to know that things are, in fact, hygienic. save perhaps for the dirty dishes. like as not her trash needs to go out, also..

nevertheless! she knows very well that he is teasing, but she falls for the fake guilt trip regardless, quickly taking the few steps between them to throw herself against his back, her arms winding tight around his middle, and as she presses her face into his coat, she smiles. he feels warm and familiar, and already she is so thankful that he agreed to see her tonight, despite his rather considerable workload. ]


Please. Don't think you're getting out of this so easily!

[ how long has it been since last she'd been able to see him, anyway? they keep in contact daily, but they're both so damnably busy that it's difficult to find the time, despite the fact that they live in the same city. the end of semester crunch is quite brutal. lumine laughs, light and musical, and she would hook her chin over his shoulder if not for their substantial difference in height - instead she nudges her nose to his shoulderblade. he agreed to keep her company tonight, there's nothing he could say or do to get himself out of it, now! her voice softens. ]

No matter how cute you are when you pout. Are you upset that I greeted the food before you?

[ she's just so hungry. ]
pillar: (🔸 028)

wah... cute 🥺

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-13 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a little muffled oof-! as lumine suddenly catches him around his middle. he miraculously manages not to stumble forward, rocking forward on the toe of one foot, his arms spreading out for balance.

with his bearings gathered up again, he stands tall and turns his head to his shoulder. she warms him even through his cat, the weight of her reassuring against his back. she was always surprisingly stronger than she looked.

he smiles, albeit a little bittersweetly. the reason why is yet to be revealed. he lowers his head and sets a hand on her arm. her tinkling laughter is so good to hear in person again. almost as good as her hugs. ]


'Cute'? [ he asks after giving a few soft huffs of laughter. ] That isn't a word I would use for myself.

[ he slides his hand to hers, gently picking her fingers apart from his stomach. he can't steep in that hold of hers for too long. he won't want to leave it.

he's also not going to answer that last question. he'll just turn around instead. ]


I'll stay. [ and off comes his coat. like a good guest, he's left his shoes by the door. ] I propose that we eat before we get your laundry done.
pillar: (🔸 036)

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-14 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ before he can protest that he's perfectly capable of taking off his coat, lumine unwinds it off of him and goes to hook it elsewhere. he leaves her be, shaking his head and turning to slip the wine bottles from his bag. ]

Thank you.

[ he continues to smile softly and idly. her tight hug had revitalized him, an inward suffusion of sunshine that warmed him from the inside. he had been keeping company with the moon so often lately, so maybe it's no wonder. then again, it's always been easier to smile while he's in her company. ]

Tianshu meat and bamboo shoot soup. I've also ordered Choy Sum.

[ he starts unpacking the food next, carefully untying the complicated knot at the top of the bag. a puff of steam escapes as it comes open. ]

You may help yourself to any of it.
pillar: (🔸 008)

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-14 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ lumine.... she's gonna find that money hidden somewhere around her place before he leaves. ]

Indeed. Wanmin Restaurant is one of its kind, although lately I've been too busy to sample other newly opened restaurants. I'm certain that their dishes won't be so easily overtaken regardless.

[ zhongli sets his school bag against the side of her couch and finds a space in the cushions. his tie is deftly undone and pocketed, and when she returns with their waters, he's rolling the sleeves of his button-up to his elbows.

he smiles and takes the glass of water as she offers it to him. he takes a short sip, eyes still open and looking to hers. ]


Thank you. [ he nods and begins unpacking. white rice, noodles, meat. ]

I would also like to apologize for my needling earlier this evening. I shouldn't have assumed the worst simply because you were planning to drink on your own.
pillar: (🔸 033)

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-15 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ all at once, that air of sunshine funnels out of the atmosphere.

ah. so he hadn't been wrong.

in just a few years, lumine and zhongli fashioned a close friendship that seemed built on a lifetime of acquaintanceship. zhongli is already innately observant; before his thesis grew from a nibbling goldfish to the great and gulping koi it was, he learned to recognize the cues in her slightest movements—the flitting of her gaze, the nervous tapping of her fingers, her sudden departures. when she was under duress, zhongli was the one who simply appeared at her side with the perfect cup of tea, a warm and thoughtful pastry, and a humble request to enjoy a promenade on the campus grounds with her.

zhongli's emotions were always measured and uncomplicated, and while lumine could be guarded, she was always more expressive and alive. for him, it was easy to notice when she lost her luster.

leaving the plastic bag and it's contents behind on the table, zhongli pushes himself to stand and watches after lumine as she retreats into the kitchen. he quietly follows behind her, crossing his arms over his chest.

he leans his shoulder against the doorframe to the kitchen, watching her intently but not without care. ]


Will you tell me what happened?
pillar: (🔸 034)

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-16 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ at least lumine knows that at least under zhongli's scrutinizing gaze, those vulnerable feelings would be safe with him—little glass treasures in a dragon's nest, the most precious ones it keeps. lumine trusted him with them. that was all that mattered.

when she says it, those molten eyes go wide and his arms come uncrossed. he stares quietly, carefully arranging his words, and then he strides over to her silently.

with both hands, he carefully takes the ends of the plates in her grip. there's gentle encouragement to give them to him, let someone else bear the weight for now. she can resist, of course.

he watches her with a measured gaze, not overly concerned or surprised. he simply listens, already assessing what she might need from him. ]


How?
Edited 2022-08-16 03:46 (UTC)
pillar: (🔸 007)

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-16 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ lumine dissolving into quiet, uttered words is painful enough. he had seen her tearful admissions before, of course, but it hurt no less to see it. when she lets go of the plates, zhongli easily takes them in one hand, the other reaching to gently hold her arm. he leans over to set the plates carefully on the counter beside her.

he stands tall again, setting his eyes on lumine's whether or not she returned his gaze. his hold is gentle and firm, his thumb brushing soothingly over her skin. she was among a friend who cared deeply for her.

softly: ]
You don't have to say more if you'd prefer not to.
pillar: (🔸 014)

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-16 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ she lays her hand over his, and it feels as much for his reassurance as it does for emotional leverage. it doesn't surprise him that lumine would want to hide her vulnerability. despite the ever-present loss of her twin, she convincingly wore her ever-present strength and affability. this had been her life's mission for so many years. if there were any excuse in the world for her to finally show her pain and grief, this would be it.

of course she would want to convince zhongli that she was all right, and also herself that the pain wasn't so great. that's all. the finality of it breaks zhongli's heart, though he knows it isn't true.

his fingers unravel from hers, only for him to slide and fold his arms gently around her shoulders. he steps forward and draws her to his chest, ducking his head down to her hair. for her, this hug is the first of its kind. it feels necessary. ]


I'm sorry for what's happened. If you should ever want to talk in detail or tell someone your feelings, know that I will always lend a listening ear. ...I'm glad to be here with you. We'll enjoy ourselves tonight.
pillar: (🔸 027)

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-16 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ for lumine be so inimitably guarded and still allow the observant and ever-perceptive zhongli to hold such a stark presence in her life—it was a happy anomaly for them both. zhongli had an idea that lumine needed this sort of presence in her life, just as he needed her light in his, a comet finding company in a wayward shooting star.

when she grasps his shirt and squeezes, zhongli's grip slowly tightens around her. she was strong, yet she seems so narrow as she pushes her forehead against him. he waits, raising his hand to settle it against the back of her hair. her words are watery, her sniffs sharp and staccato. he can feel some hot tears seeping into his shirt; he ignores it.

a moment of quiet, and then zhongli gently takes her by the shoulders. he draws away from her, enough to offer a warm smile. he could say more about the aether situation. that can be saved for another, less fragile time. ]


Allow me to bring the plates and silverware. You can take a seat.
pillar: (🔸 043)

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-16 10:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ he meets her weak smile with a mild one of his own before she goes obediently into the living room. he knows it would be in her nature to be obstinate; it's sad how this would be called "spoiling" for her, but zhongli is happy to give even the barest comfort.

he follows after her shortly, silverware and wine opener stacked on the plates. two wine glasses are held carefully in one hand, crossed at the necks. a paper towel is folded between two of his fingers, which he offers to her before sitting down. ]


For your eyes. I'll open the wine for us. Would you like to watch something as we eat?

( which we can time skip through till we get to the drinking! unless you wanna play it out! )
pillar: (🔸 23)

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-18 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ the situation with aether and lumine is always silently lurking, a spectre laying its weight on lumine's shoulders. she's smiling and sweet as ever again, happily distracted as they eat and catch up and while away the evening together. zhongli can still see the slacking in her shoulders and the moments where her gaze slides away from himself or the tv, unseeing as her grief briefly takes hold. she looks at him and is herself all over again, just as he remembers, and there's a warm glow in his heart.

it's both sweet and sullen, though zhongli makes no show of it. not for now. maybe when they're deeper into the evening, when their drunkenness ebbs and the velvet dark of night reaches into them and coaxes out their secrets. what would she tell him? and what might he admit to?

instead he smiles, jokes, discusses, clears the table, uncorks more wine. the buzz of the wine gently creeps into his temples; the alcohol content is heavy, even for him.

anyway, it's laundry time. (thankfully her unmentionables were already picked out of her laundry and placed in an opaque mesh bag, which she'd already deposited in her room.) zhongli smiles and takes a long, steady drink of his wine. he's getting a little more reckless with how he tips back his glass. is it even safe to drink red wine when you're doing laundry? probably not.

zhongli slips out a pair of shorts from the basket. he searches the pockets, as he's done with each pair of pants he's brought out, and he pulls out a dollar bill folded into fourths and a stick of chapstick. he leaves them in his palm, looking back to lumine with a smile. ]


I believe that two drinks are in order.

[ they may just barely make it to the end of the basket, but who knows. he lays the items on the coffee table. ]

I remember how you would sometimes search your pockets and always manage to draw something from them that you'd forgotten about. I wonder if I should have brought an extra bottle for tonight.
pillar: (🔸 025)

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-18 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he pasta way...

zhongli's smile grows during the chapstick debacle. she's so cute.

she's right about the wine quality. at least zhongli might not mention that it's up to par out of sheer politeness to her. beggars can't be choosers, and zhongli doesn't get drunk often. he would only do so with someone he trusted—and more for the sake of comradery than anything else. she won't be getting drunk alone tonight.

zhongli takes his two long drinks and then carefully, slowly rests his glass back on his coaster. he watches the staggering lumine struggling with the camisole, and with a fond look in his eye, he walks over to her. ]


Here.

[ he leans down and, gently knocking his shoulders to hers, he reaches for her hands. he picks the camisole from her fingertips, palms resting on her knuckles, and he gently draws it away.

there's a gentle warmth where they briefly touched. her hands are soft. ]


I wonder about your alleged victory in this game. You know that I drink wine often.
pillar: (🔸 029)

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-18 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ that wide and true smile on her face—not any mask of her true emotions at all, but deep, genuine mirth—is infectious. it almost coaxes free a rare smile, parting his lips to show the glint of teeth. before he can offer that to her, she grasps his arm and pulls him back onto the couch.

his smile falls away from the surprise, the camisole still caught in his hand. he looks over to her at his side, wrapped tightly around his arm with her warm cheek on his shoulder.

her hands are chilled from the wine. he acts on his inclination to raise his free hand and place it over one of hers. his hand is large and warm, showing only a strip of skin on her wrist and her fingertips.

he realizes too late that this might be too tender, but for an indescribable reason, he doesn't pull it away. he only watches her thoughtfully, his mouth drawn into a soft line. ]


I am glad to be here with you.

[ he speaks softly. maybe he shouldn't say this, but his lips have loosened. ]

I did not want for you to be alone tonight.
pillar: (🔸 033)

[personal profile] pillar 2022-08-18 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the gesture is unexpected, but after a brief moment to register the feeling. zhongli slowly closes his fingers between hers. their touches are growing more tender. lumine has leaned on him and cling to him before, just as he's hugged her and carried her and brushed leaves from her hair. these were all just friendly enough, only skating the surface of something past friendship, never daring to step outside of that boundary but treading dangerously near it.

that same creature flits beneath his ribs, a butterfly leaving glittering golden traces behind it. he watches her smiling, and he quietly regrets how small she is compared to him. he would rest his head on her hair if he could.

his thumb gently glides on the side of her hand, over and over. he lets the camisole go free between them, and it slides from the couch and onto the ground. his smile ebbs away. ]


If you ever need company, [ he says without really thinking deeply about it, not regretting it, because it just feels right— ] I will come to you if you ask for me, no matter the circumstance.

😭 i'm glad

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